Fly Fishing Trips Colorado

Im most embarrassed of the fact that I cry when I hear almost any country song. They remind me of when my family moved to colorado from kansas. I would curl up in the truck and fall asleep to them. They remind me of all the fun trips that we had going back and forth. Summer at my grandparents farm. My old friends and hanging out at the park. Fishing at the pond just listening to the soft trickle of water for hours. Then I remember none of that will ever happen again. I have separated from my friends and am pretty much a recluse. My parents hate each other so I just fly and am back in kansas without them. My grandparents are getting to old for me to stay with them. Nothing will be the same again. I don’t think were in Kansas anymore toto and I don’t think we ever will be.
I was just listening to Cowgirls don’t Cry and it made me think of this. Listening to it as I cry… Thats just sad. Im a cowBOY though so it doesnt effect me.